Tintael

Jane slammed her door after once again having the same coversation with her mother. Fury filled her system and she needed a release, she took to the piano stool immediately and began to play, the notes slowly releasing her and taking her away from the perdicament. Her life was filled with music and it not only moved her physically but it travelled through her to her soul. As she flowed through time playing a piece she had written herself influenced by Beethoven's symphonys. Admist the notes being played and the tune hitting her ears Jane lost herself again in her own world, one without obligations. Thundering up the stairs tore Jane away from

Phoenix dropped to her knees; cradling her sisters head in her shaky hands; trying not to cry as her sister Catalina lay bleeding. “No, no, no, you can’t go… I Love you,” she said, choking on her words. Lifting her head Catalina grabbed hold of Phoenix’s hand; looking into Phoenix’s sad blue eyes, “I love you.” Her final words said in a soft whisper; she lay bleeding slowly closing her eyes drawing her final breathe and losing the grip on her sisters hand. “Catalina?!” Phoenix’s eyes filled with tears; pulling her sister’s lifeless body closer. “Don’t go.&rdq

Stay here with me tonight stay here with me tonight use all of your might stay each and every day Every day I wish to stay Every night I want to hold you tight beginning to end It's on the mend hearts beat when our eyes meet the faster the pace the more our hearts race It just takes time within your heart and mine your smile brightens up my heart and we have just begun the start our lives are turning round My world is upside down so hold me tight with all your might stop time its your heart and mine together or apart it is time to start I have a burning fire Its my kind of desire it burns within my soul it is t

So far we have come Lets sound our drum Make the rhythm The same as our hearts Lets never part Lets make this life we share More then the world can bare Lets begin with the rhythm The rhythm never ends Let our message bend The hearts of human kind

I can't take this anymore I wish you'd leave, just walk out my door. Your voice is in my head I'm laying here, on me bed. Just leave my world, leave me be Soon enough you will see That my life can't bare with yours I'm scarred, I'm lonely can't you see I want you to leave me be Just walk away out this door I can't see you no more My heart is weak, my head is strong You can't see what's gone wrong I want to be lonely, I want to be sad I want you to leave my life mad So walk out this door I can't bare you anymore Just leave make this pain walk with you I know it's sad I know it hurts What else can I do? You must leave, pleas

I'm sitting here waiting, for your answer. It's only been like a few minuets, but it feels like it has been for ever. I'm on my own, no one else in here, stuck alone, crying, and my mother knocked on the door I asked her to let me be alone… She did… She heard that I was upset, yet she walked away. I suppose it is only one question… maybe your taking so long because you want to say it right. I look so stupid I know I do… All alone in my room, sitting in on the corner of my queen sized bed… with a laptop in front of me, a stack of pillow to my side, the rest of my body is closed in by walls. I needed closure, which is

Clouded Judgement In all purposes, we all have this one problem We only see what we want, What if we had had to see the whole person? What if we hadn't hurt that person? Why can't we live? With out clouded judgement, where would we be? Would we have laid our guns? Would we have taken that next step? Or did we get what we wanted so there is no point in going on… No point in seeing the other half No point Tell me, did you want to get to know me? Or did you get what you wanted out of me, which was enough for you? Did you try? Or did you not care for others? Do you not want more then what you want? Do you not want to experie

If there is an angel of life and an angel of death, they must cancel each other out. If the angel of life gives you the gift to live and breathe, and the angel of death takes it all away, what is the point of both? Should we not settle for one? Should we not, should we chose to live or die. Who gave it to them to decide?  Could we decide when the time is right or do we have these angels to decide for us? Is it that the angels in a world we shall not see choose our fate? Are they really a higher being? It shall seem to me that they are lower then we humans, they choose if we live or die, they hold every ones fate in the palms of their disg